just look back

hallo mom

what are you doing today?

what have you done?

you get tired?

can i massage ur back?

how jakarta today?

nice for you?

everything is going well?

can you laugh?

everything is OK?

can you color our day with your joke? :)

i totally miss you

shafira, kakek, nenek, 

i miss home :)

 

sometimes i just lay down on my bed and try to not only thing about my self, about my life, leave my egoistic:""(

so sorry for everything that i've done for you mom

i miss you now :"( 

sorry for all my mistakes

sorry if i'm too selfish

forgive me mom

maybe i too shy to tell you that i love you.

take care yourself

im so sorry, i will fight for my future now, for us :)

for our dreams :D

please pray for me, i need you in every step of my life :)

letter for Allah :

please if i can ask for Your help, take care all of my family ya Allah :)

i know im not good as a person, but i wanna try to be.

care every step of our life, never leave us :)

because we need You :)